This is actually a letter to another friend. You know me and my letters. Can't resist.
How dare you ask me to stop thinking too much?
I've begged you to stop messing up over and over again.
I've given you unlimited chances. A fault on my part.
I've tried to understand. I don't come first anymore.
But this time you pushed me to the limit.
How dare you ask me to stop thinking too much.
I wish i could want to apologise for the way i am.
I wish i could just stop wanting you to change back
I wish i could understand why i still wait in hope
I wish I could understand why you still come back to stamp down these hopes
You want me to stop thinking a lot.
You want me to stop thinking about how you used me that one time
You want me to stop thinking about how that made you seem like them
You want me to stop thinking about the knife that is being twisted around my head
Although it may seem this way
I'm not in love with you
I've never been
Yet you read the wrong message from the words I tried to SCREAM
Yet the words fell on your ears like whispers that you never heard
You misread the tears that fell for a damsel in distress
Yet if that had been the case
You never and will never come to my rescue
You want me stop thinking too much.
If that's the case.
Get the hell out of my head.
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