This is not personal in any way. This is just voicing out the fears that surround us. Those feelings that most don't voice out. Have and open mind and enjoy :)
Why am I not lovable?
Why can't I make anyone stay ?
Why is it always me that gets left anyway?
Why can't I get a boy to like me?
Why can't I get a girl to like me?
Why am I not pretty enough?
Why am I not handsome enough?
Will anyone ever accept me as I am?
Will anyone ever stay to see who I really am?
Does anyone care about who I really am?
Does anyone want to care ?
Why can't have a little attention?
Why do I have to be an attention seeker?
I just want to be fancied, liked, appreciated, wanted, maybe even loved?
Is it too much that I'm asking for ?
Why can't I find that one person that all their care, attention, is on me?
Is that a selfish thing to ask for?
Is that an unreasonable want ?
Is this something I can voice out loud ?
Is there ever a person for everyone?
Or are those petty reassurances to prevent one sinking into the depths of depression?
Is there ever a friend for me and just me?
Or is that just an illusion we lead ourselves to believe?
Am I going to ever find that happiness with that boy/girl?
Should I be looking for this happiness?
Will it cure my sadness?
Will it cure my wants?
I would like a friend.
Not a lover.
Just a friend.
Just for me.
And me only.
I guess there's only me.
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