Thursday, 10 March 2011

Thought 17: Unsecured Insecurities

This is not personal in any way. This is just voicing out the fears that surround us. Those feelings that most don't voice out. Have and open mind and enjoy :)

Why am I not lovable?
Why can't I make anyone stay ?
Why is it always me that gets left anyway?

Why can't I get a boy to like me?
Why can't I get a girl to like me?
Why am I not pretty enough?
Why am I not handsome enough?

Will anyone ever accept me as I am?
Will anyone ever stay to see who I really am?
Does anyone care about who I really am?
Does anyone want to care ?

Why can't have a little attention?
Why do I have to be an attention seeker?
I just want to be fancied, liked, appreciated, wanted, maybe even loved?
Is it too much that I'm asking for ?

Why can't I find that one person that all their care, attention, is on me?
Is that a selfish thing to ask for?
Is that an unreasonable want ?
Is this something I can voice out loud ?

Is there ever a person for everyone?
Or are those petty reassurances to prevent one sinking into the depths of depression?
Is there ever a friend for me and just me?
Or is that just an illusion we lead ourselves to believe?

Am I going to ever find that happiness with that boy/girl?
Should I be looking for this happiness?
Will it cure my sadness?
Will it cure my wants?

I would like a friend.
Not a lover.
Just a friend.
Just for me.
And me only.
I guess there's only me.

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